Wow!!!! My very first entry after i created this in 2009 and never even posted a word in it. I never imagined this day would come. I thot i wuld just let this day pass and now, here i am.... yes, its that time of year again...its his bday.... oh well, this is always the time when i will just reminisce and be reminded of all things good when he was around.... many occasions i just wished that he was here to witness all that we've become....
happy birthday to him!!! *sings* i no longer live in your dominion.... hahaha!!! ur not around to see us ... even if you called i didnt answer.... i just want to let everything go... actually this is not the time for me to rant & rave but to celebrate... ur existence in this world had made me or us who we are today...stronger, wiser and very much alive.... better than before ...u have given us a certain sense of freedom that we have never felt before ... for that, i thank you ....
yes, i would turn back the hands of time to those good moments if i could ...but then again ...there weren't many .... so i have to look forward and just pray ...that u'll come back different... and for us to be more accepting ....
i know one of us will not accept all this... you know who you are ...fine...u be urself...we'll be ours.... soon you will have a life of ur own too....
ok...time to end this.... thank you .... i should start writing again ....
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